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It has been a rough few days and nights and I have been having a lot of nightmares lately. I have been bad about writing lately, mostly due to the fact that I have been really busy dealing with a sick cat and have been running all over the place and trying to do too many things at once, or at least it feels that way to me.
So, a couple nights ago, I dreamed about being in a house with the mother and I did something to anger her or I woke her up or something and she started throwing things at me. At first she threw balls and random objects at me. Then she started hitting me with a piece of rawhide and was screaming the entire time. It reminded me of the picture I have stuck in my mind of the mother as a demon with her hand ready to hit me. Always threatening and it never mattered whether or not the blow actually fell, the threat of it was enough.
The dream last night was of being on a college campus or something similar and there being a serial killer or something going around and ripping people into pieces and leaving body parts lying around. Near the end of the dream, there was someone who saw a screaming head laying on the ground and he started to scream and then his body was just torn in half while he was still screaming. There was no external force that was visible to do this, but there were body parts all over the campus. Needless to say, it was pretty disturbing.
I am guessing that a lot of the nightmares have to do with today being the mother's birthday. It could also be made worse by the fact that Smokey had a problem when we took off his bandage last night and bled a lot from his IV site. It kind of freaked me out a bit.
So, a couple nights ago, I dreamed about being in a house with the mother and I did something to anger her or I woke her up or something and she started throwing things at me. At first she threw balls and random objects at me. Then she started hitting me with a piece of rawhide and was screaming the entire time. It reminded me of the picture I have stuck in my mind of the mother as a demon with her hand ready to hit me. Always threatening and it never mattered whether or not the blow actually fell, the threat of it was enough.
The dream last night was of being on a college campus or something similar and there being a serial killer or something going around and ripping people into pieces and leaving body parts lying around. Near the end of the dream, there was someone who saw a screaming head laying on the ground and he started to scream and then his body was just torn in half while he was still screaming. There was no external force that was visible to do this, but there were body parts all over the campus. Needless to say, it was pretty disturbing.
I am guessing that a lot of the nightmares have to do with today being the mother's birthday. It could also be made worse by the fact that Smokey had a problem when we took off his bandage last night and bled a lot from his IV site. It kind of freaked me out a bit.
